Timings below are estimated…
12.30pm
- went to gym and yoga class
2.45pm
- tried out steam room for the 1st time (stayed for ard 10min)
3.15pm
- sms sister W, see if she’s free to join me for tea?
3.30pm
- started to walk to centrepoint (never been to the new wing b4)
- entered Robinson’s to look for swimsuit (goodness! so many pple ard, all holding on to big red Robinson’s carriers…i know it’s GSS, but really got so many things to buy meh?)
- walked from 1st to 5th floor, aiyo, only 1 miserable section of swimwear??!! i gave up…
- explored the new wing (hur? like that only ar? chey…)
- went into Watson’s to buy a Mars chocolate bar to satisfy my hunger
4.15pm
- when i was about to walk into somerset station, sister W replied, said she gog to pc show, so i said never mind lah…
4.45pm
- reached home…
and then, someone on msn asked me if wanna go see photo exhibition at PageOne…now me still thinking…
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* updated at 7.15pm
ended up leh…i felt too lazy to go out again lah…somemore to vivo city leh…whether that someone still go or not, me dunno…will ask her when i see her next time…
i confirm…i give up on this friendship…because i never received a 2nd sms…
maybe like what P said, there are some people who really know not how to maintain a long term frenship… yah…he din even inform me when he got married…imagine i actually had to hear about it only from another classmate, who once, ironically, thought that he and i were an item in those times…
so i confirm…i give up on this friendship…
2 fridays ago, i was told i would not have a good marriage…if i ever marry, i may have a 90% chance of getting divorce…
well…disheartening it may sound…whether it’s fate that i may not have a good life, but at least it reminds me to take extra note about this point and the rest as well…and it’s clear that i shall continue to believe in myself and the decisions i make and will be making in the future…
i just feel that, these 2 weeks, i find myself a bit more focused with what i want myself to be doing…i am clearer about 3 areas that i want to focus on…i am sort of quite motivated…though of cos with the uncertainty that never leaves me alone…but this is something everyone will have problem with, just a matter of overcoming or at least not letting it bother u…
i think i am quite glad with myself these 2 weeks, with regards to my thoughts…
“Hi there. Hw r u? Wonder if u stil rem this ’sister’ of urs? Each tme i read ur article, i m reminded i used to hv a ‘brother’. i dun even knw if ur num is stil valid.”
“Hello! Long time no see! I am still around. How are you?”
“xxxxx…..blah blah…” (excited sms)
no reply…till the next day…
“Haro. Funny, fr last tme til nw, i always dun hear fr u anymore aft e 1st sms. It’s ok, guess frenship dun stay. U take care bah. Thx 4 e reply yest.”
i am not going to “follow up” with this particular frenship anymore…no matter how we were so close once, gone means gone liao…
