yes, this is how i consider my status now…
i am feeling more relaxed than who i was during mid august to mid october liao…
that had been a terrible 2 months for me…
the many emotions and stressful thoughts that haunted me then…they are slowly fading away…
life still goes on…
it seems like we are still best frens, we still talk like as per normal, although it’s clear that we are no longer a real couple…maybe becos the basis of our friendship is really that strong, this basis being developed from the long period before we got attached…
whatever it is, frankly, i dun really feel much the same liao…cos i know we are not real couple at all now…so i am not able to dedicate my feelings fully for u…really, if u seriously do want to continue with this r/s, u have to put in much much more efforts…你必须愿意付出更多，因为我已经累了…
anyway i doubt that we will ever go back to the past liao…
so just let it be bah…
becos i have already looked upon myself as “single, unattached and available”…
to miss yu gu, whatever u read here is to your own knowledge…the only thing that will be known to the “outside world” will be my current status…that’s all…
